Last
night, I dreamed about my beloved who passed away years ago. The dream seemed
so real that I woke up feeling melancholy. In the dream, my beloved and I were
at home engaged in normal activities. The weather was unstirring. It felt as
if summer was slowly approaching. The two oaks that stood parallel in the front
yard were motionless. In fact, everything involving nature was stagnant. We
were the only creatures with movement. In the house, only two rooms were
visible, the kitchen and the bedroom. I was in the kitchen cooking, and the
children were playing throughout the two rooms of the house. My beloved was in
the bedroom getting dressed and softly singing a song he wrote called, If I Could See the Light. I entered the bedroom
to give him my sex then send him off.
The
children were still playing in the motionless environment, the food was still
cooking in the kitchen, and his song was echoing throughout the rooms.
I
WOKE UP! In my mind, I looked for him, but my reality informed me that he was
not here.
He
never came home from work. No beloved. My heart was devastated, my mind in
chaos, and my soul empty. He was gone. He was gone. I had woken up.
(If it’s a little confusing, remember this is my dream)
(If it’s a little confusing, remember this is my dream)
This
dream aroused some sweet memories of my beloved and me, but it also reminded me of the mourning stuck in the core of my soul. I certainly miss my beloved.
My dreams are the bridges that link us together from time to time. Perhaps that is why I dream.

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